its my bday and yet all the happiness and joy i felt just 15 mins ago are all gone just becuz of her..
her= my mum
she just successfully spoiled wad i felt for the whole day..
i tot this is gonna be my happiest bday ever but cuz of her.. its not gonne be..
especially when now its only the beginning of the day..
feel so annoyed right now..
argh..
i just don understand wads with staying in the room and closing the door..
a guy and a girl alone in the room = something happen?!!
haiz.. she said: 'wad impression does tat give ppl?" seriously.. wad year are we at alr..
i didn noe still got ppl think tat way..
guess my parents do..

honestly, i felt so much love and happiness today and i thought mom and dad will wish me happy bday too.. but they didn..

nvm.. the main point is...
i had dinner at fish manhattans' with vivien, peishan, calvin, yeegin, deb, gwen, yimin, PQ and brian and of cuz dear.. (:
was sitting at the middle so busy talking to both grps of ppl..
guess didn eat much cuz.. i just went for you-mian at tp lor 5 before coming home..
thanks pq and brian for sending me hm too..
anyway, went to minds cafe after dinner..
mouth was aching cuz laugh too much.. lol
we should gather more often to have fun tgt..
looking forward to wed cuz meeting pq for karaoke plus some other stuff (not decided yet)
and also dear's chalet comng weekend..
ohya.. having karaoke with the tannies this fri too.. (:
i'm trying to find back my 'bday' mood..
although i feel like crap now but.. hopefully after a nights' slp, it'll be better..

wad did i done wrong... tonights gonna be my 2nd night..
last night was peaceful.. cuz it was full hse..
hopefully tonight its as peaceful too (:
haha
felt really slpy @ bout 3 plus onwards..
guess i didn get enough rest ytd afternoon.
feeling hungry rite now, feel like eating kfc..
hehe
maybe it'll be my supper tonight..
must get fat!!
lost 4kg in 6 months!!
need a dietician alr.. drink ensure milk..
ward is organising x'mas party and im incharge of the gift exchange..
im slowly getting used to the job..
not as stressed as last time alr..
someone was there to gimme the strength i needed.. thanks dear!
sometimes, i just feel tat he noe me too well..
always noeing wad im thinking..
guess i gotto work harder to understand him better.. (;

does friendship last longer than love? heres my flight details..
gonna fly off to taipei tmr!
departing: SIN-TPE 3K 521 25 Oct 2009 (1350 - 1830)
arriving: TPE-SIN 3K 522 30 Oct 2009 (1910 - 2345)
excited! (:
plus yeegin and vivien are staying over tonight..
gonna have lotsa fun!
the long wait for my AL..
finally..
see u guys in ward after 7 days!
hehehe.. here i am..
down with a sorethroat, runny nose, cough, headache and occasional fever
despite all tat i went to work ytd and the day before..
didn wanna take another mc before my leave..
ward is shorthanded enough le..
perhaps didn fall sick for so long tat tis time, its pretty serious..
think working had made me "deaf+blind" to the patients due to the workload..
now when im sick, i think back, maybe i could have done something more for them to make them feel better
cuz now i have someone there who is encouraging me and caring for me..
although he didn do anything physically but his care and concern is enough for me to smile and feel better.
tmr hope to go back to work!
must tell myself: " I WILL GET WELL!, NO MORE SORE THROAT, NO MORE COUGH.."

*i miss u so so much.. recently hooked on fang da tong "wonderful tonight"..
somehow his nua voice attracts me..
haha
been down with a sorethroat cum fever cum cough..
all in all.. FLU
haven been resting enough for the past weeks..
but really had a gd rest these few days cuz sick then force myself to stay at hm and not go about..
a strange curse has been put upon me..
super clumsy, droppin things, cutting myself (of cuz not by sharps), knocking into thing, getting bruises for no rhyme or reason..
hmm..
gotto be more alert.. "WAKE UP"
cant wait for my leave to start which will officially start next fri!!!
flying off to taipei on the 25/10 @ 1.50pm.. (:
coming back on the 30/10 @ 11.45pm..
tgt with my beloved yeegin and vivien.. gonna go crazy there alr
haha.. girls' fun
but still gotto be budget..
been spending +++ recently..
must control lo.. =D

*time flies.. feelings grow..